Not even 6 weeks have passed and I miss being pregnant! It is one of the things I do really well. I wish I could be pregnant all the time but the problem is pregnancy has this side effect of creating a baby. LOL
Seeing all my pregnant friends on.facebook makes me sad because I will never be pregnant again 😦 Most people hate it and complain but not me. From the second I was pregnant with Sawyer I was already focussed on.getting pregnant again (I always wanted two kids). So this has been my mindset for quite some time. I just have to tell myself that time in my life has passed and now I need to focus on other things now. Buying a house, bigger car, getting married?, and of course my career all of which were put on the back burner for the twins. Still I find myself staring longingly at my old maternity clothes sitting at the bottom of my closet waiting to be packed away. They make me feel happy and safe. But that being said I don’t want, nor could we afford any more kids right now. I suppose after a few more years of getting my life in order you never know, but I think three is a great number.