When I see people with just one baby, fussing over them or talking about how hard things are, I think in my smug way, well I have three! Or when my cousin’s wife gave birth to her son last week who was 6.5 lbs, I laughed and thought, well I gave birth to two babies that size, not just one. :-p I know it’s wrong, and I am not judging because I was so overwhelmed with Sawyer, and its all about perspective, but well I am a woman and these thoughts sometime run through my head. I am also a little jealous. I am so proud of my accomplishment but I haven’t been able to show off the girls yet. When I see strangers cooing over someone’s baby in the grocery store I wish I had the girls with me and that attention was mine. Again, I know its silly, but the first step to fixing a problem is to admit that you have one, right?