Another negative morning.
A year ago today I stood on the bridge and looked down. As my tears dripped over the edge I told myself I could make it through. I searched deep down in my soul and found that I had enough strength and courage to try one more time. I wasn’t ready to give up yet, even though I so wanted to. It was a very dark time in my life, I did not know then that my greatest challenge would eventually become my greatest achievement. Nothing in this world worth having comes easy.
I realized that in order to keep going I had to let it out. All the frustration and sadness was ultimately energy I had to get rid of. I started rollerblading to work (8km each way). My legs ached and I was exhausted but yet somehow I felt less weighed down then I had before. I am so glad I pushed myself.
And here I am one year later 🙂